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Here is a happy "meditation" that I
think you will enjoy - written in August 1999. Interesting the words are here by
Spurgeon on sickness and healing.... The "visit" from the butterfly at the end
was God's message of HOPE to me at a time when I was still quite sick and
"reacting" everyday.
Many of the thoughts and words in this prayer come
from Dr. John Piper's message, "Do you See Joy in the Sun?"(Used with
permission)
Psalm 19:1-6
1. The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth
his handiwork.
2. Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth
knowledge. 3. There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not
heard. 4. Their line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to
the end of the world. In them hath he set a tabernacle for the
sun, 5.Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a
strong man to run a race. 6.His going forth is from the end of the heaven and
his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat
thereof.
You have a ministry to me here in Your Word, Lord, but
You also have a MINISRY FOR ME when I go outside and LOOK UP! The sun, the
moon, the stars, the clouds, the firmament (the blue dome that I am under that
is like a big "tent") - these things along with the rest of Your wonderful
creation SPEAK! But I must go outside and LOOK UP to hear the
message!
Day after day and night after night, the heavens are "gushing
out" a message of "wordless words" to give healing, holiness, happiness,
humility, and hope. Yes, everytime the sun rises or sets in dazzling
oranges, reds, blues, and purples or as a big yellow-orange ball too bright to
look on except for a split second, You are SPEAKING to me. The message is
speaking of the INVISIBLE THINGS, even Your eternal power and
Godhead. Yes, the INVISIBLE things are UNDERSTOOD by the things that are
MADE as Rom. 1:20 explains. There IS a mighty Creator! There is no
doubt about it, and this message of "wordless words" goes out to all the ends of
the earth. Everyone of every language feels the heat from Your glorious
sun. Nothing is hid from the heat thereof, especailly today here in hot
Texas in August. :) Yes, everyone of every language gets the message so that
they are without excuse. All people in the world KNOW that You are the One who
made this glorious sun, but most refuse to acknowledge it or to bow before
You. O Lord, what a wonderful thing it is to KNOW You , the
Creator!
Lord, I love Your analogy here of how You set up a tent (the
great blue dome) for the sun. The sun comes up as a bridegroom who is
experiencing the HAPPIEST day of his life. Then this sun takes a cruise
around the globe like a strong man running a race. Yes, this is a picture
to us of what Your glory is like!
Ah, Lord, it is a humbling thing to
LOOK UP and to realize that I am just a little "speck" in Your vast
universe. But it is also a wonderful thing to know that You are such
a BIG God and that You are my HELP! Piper also says that LOOKING UP and
experiencing Your wonderful creation can be a small "piece of the puzzle" and
part of the answer for my HEALING. Fresh air, sunshine, and a little exercise in
Your beautiful world indeed helps to take my mind off of myself and my symtoms
and lift the depression. Spurgeon speaks of this wonderful "medicine" in his"
Lectures To My Students", p. 133, 158--
"Moreover,
most of us are in some way or other unsound physically. Here and there we
meet with an old man who could not remember that ever he was laid aside for a
day; but the great mass of us labour under some form or other of infirmity,
either in body or mind. Certain bodily maladies, especially those
connected with the digestive organs, the liver, and the spleen, are the fruitful
fountains of despondency; and, let a man strive as he may against their
influence, there will be hours and circumstances in which they will for awhile
overcome him. As to mental maladies, is any man altogether sane? Are
we not all a little off balance?... To sit long in one psture, poring over
a book , or driving a quill, is in itself a taxing of nature; but add to this a
badly ventilated chamber, a body which has long been without muscular exercise,
and a heart burdened with many cares, and we have all the elements for
preparing a seething cauldron of despair, especially in the dim months of fog:
'When a blanket wraps the day, When the rotton woodland
drips, And the leaf is stamped in clay.'
Let a man be naturally as
blithe as a bird, he will hardly be able to bear up year after year against such
a suicidal process; he will make his study a prison and his books the warders of
a gaol, while nature lies outside his window calling him to health and beckoning
him to joy. He who forgets the humming of the bees among the heather, the
cooing of the wind among the pines, needs not wonder if his heart forgets to
sing and his soul grows heavy. A day's breathing of fresh air upon the hills, or
a few hours ramble in the beech woods' unbrageous calm, would sweep the cobwebs
out of the brain of scores of our toiling ministers who are not but half
alive. A mouthful of sea air, or a stiff walk in the wind's face, would
not give grace to the soul, but it would yield oxygen to the body, which is next
best.
'Heavies the heart is in a heavy air, Ev'ry wind that rises
blows away despair.'
The ferns and the rabbits, the streams and the routs, the fir
trees and the squirrels, the primroses and the violets, the farm-yard,
the new-mown hay, and the fragrant hops - these are the best medicine...(unless
of course you are allergic to them - parenthesis mine)...the surest
tonics for the declining, the best refreshments for the weary.
For lack of oppportunity, or inclination, these great remedies
are neglected, and the student becomes a self-immolated victim."
-- Spurgeon
So now, Lord, here I am at the creek again
enjoying a bit of Your medicine". My heart rejoices as I look
up at the big, bright sun peeking through the trees as the wind
gently blows the weeds along the bank and the cicada sing their
song at high pitch. This must mean that it's going to be
another HOT day. Yes it's the "time of the butterflies"
- little ones fluttering here and there along the dry creekbed,
and oh, here comes a big yellow and black swallowtail. He
stops to feed on the carrion there where the water used to flow,
and this reminds me of the eight or nine I saw the other day,
all huddled in one spot. It was an amazing sight to see!
And now, Lord, as I walk down the creekbed, You bring along this
frantic little butterflly who flies around and around and around
me so fast that I can hardly see the little thing. Presently
he lights on me - again...and then again and again... about five
or six times. Finally, he sits on my hand as I write, and
as he touches me with his little probiscus, I notice on the underside
of his wings the intricate dark brown spots surrounded with light
brown rings and white dots in the centers. When he opens
his wings from time to time, I revel in the beauty of his orange-brown
bottom wings with dark brown spots and dark brown upper wings
with the white spots. (Later I realize he looks somewhat like
a mountain emperor minus the yellow spots.) Lord, what does this
mean? I have never had a butterfly stay so long! He's
been here on my hands for about ten minutes or more?! I move my
hands back and forth and turn around so that I can look right
into his eyes, and he doesn't fly away! That little probiscus
just keeps moving! Lord, this is amazing! Surely it
must be a "sign", a special evidence of Your love for me!...Oh,
here come my two little girls running to find me and join in my
creekbed "joys". I caution them to be quiet, and the little
butterfly stays around long enough for them to look him in the
eyes aned even touch him. Now the girls are off chasing another
Swallowtail species - yellow with lower markings of blue
and orange. Back and forth, up and down the creekbed they
run until they are distracted with the beauty of the brown butterfly
with "special" orange markings. Soon they catch a tiny heart-shaped
one, and up to the house they go to put him in a jar and savor
his "friendship" for a little while.
Lord, this bit of "medicine" - this trip to the creek this morning
- has been SO special! Your words to me this morning were
from:
Jer. 29: 11-14:
11For I know the thoughts that I
think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give
you an expected end. 12Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray
unto me, and I will hearken unto you. 13and ye shall seek me, and find me,
when ye shall search for me with all your heart. 14And I will be lfound of
you, saith the LORD: and I will trun away your
CAPTIVITY...
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