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Here is a happy "meditation" that I think you will enjoy - written in August 1999. Interesting the words are here by Spurgeon on sickness and healing.... The "visit" from the butterfly at the end was God's message of HOPE to me at a time when I was still quite sick and "reacting" everyday.

Many of the thoughts and words in this prayer come from Dr. John Piper's message, "Do you See Joy in the Sun?"(Used with permission)

Psalm 19:1-6

1. The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handiwork.
2. Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge.
3. There is no speech nor language, where their voice is not heard.
4. Their line is gone out through all the earth, and their words to the end of the world.  In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun,
5.Which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber, and rejoiceth as a strong man to run a race.
6.His going forth is from the end of the heaven and his circuit unto the ends of it: and there is nothing hid from the heat thereof.

You have a ministry to me here in Your Word, Lord, but You also have a MINISRY FOR ME when I go outside and LOOK UP!  The sun, the moon, the stars, the clouds, the firmament (the blue dome that I am under that is like a big "tent") - these things along with the rest of Your wonderful creation SPEAK! But I must go outside and LOOK UP to hear the message!

Day after day and night after night, the heavens are "gushing out" a message of "wordless words" to give healing, holiness, happiness, humility, and hope.  Yes, everytime the sun rises or sets in dazzling oranges, reds, blues, and purples or as a big yellow-orange ball too bright to look on except for a split second, You are SPEAKING to me.  The message is speaking of the INVISIBLE  THINGS, even Your eternal power and Godhead.  Yes, the INVISIBLE things are UNDERSTOOD by the things that are MADE as Rom. 1:20 explains.  There IS a mighty Creator!  There is no doubt about it, and this message of "wordless words" goes out to all the ends of the earth.  Everyone of every language feels the heat from Your glorious sun.  Nothing is hid from the heat thereof, especailly today here in hot Texas in August. :) Yes, everyone of every language gets the message so that they are without excuse. All people in the world KNOW that You are the One who made this glorious sun, but most refuse to acknowledge it or to bow before You.  O Lord, what a wonderful thing it is to KNOW You , the Creator!

Lord, I love Your analogy here of how You set up a tent (the great blue dome) for the sun.  The sun comes up as a bridegroom who is experiencing the HAPPIEST day of his life.  Then this sun takes a cruise around the globe like a strong man running a race.  Yes, this is a picture to us of what Your glory is like!

Ah, Lord, it is a humbling thing to LOOK UP and to realize that I am just a little "speck" in Your vast universe.  But it is also a wonderful thing to know that You are such a  BIG God and that You are my HELP! Piper also says that LOOKING UP and experiencing Your wonderful creation can be a small "piece of the puzzle" and part of the answer for my HEALING. Fresh air, sunshine, and a little exercise in Your beautiful world indeed helps to take my mind off of myself and my symtoms and lift the depression. Spurgeon speaks of this wonderful "medicine" in his" Lectures To My Students", p. 133, 158--

"Moreover, most of us are in some way or other unsound physically.  Here and there we meet with an old man who could not remember that ever he was laid aside for a day; but the great mass of us labour under some form or other of infirmity, either in body or mind.  Certain bodily maladies, especially those connected with the digestive organs, the liver, and the spleen, are the fruitful fountains of despondency; and, let a man strive as he may against their influence, there will be hours and circumstances in which they will for awhile overcome him.  As to mental maladies, is any man altogether sane?  Are we not all a little off balance?...  To sit long in one psture, poring over a book , or driving a quill, is in itself a taxing of nature; but add to this a badly ventilated chamber, a body which has long been without muscular exercise, and a heart burdened with many cares, and  we have all the elements for preparing a seething cauldron of despair, especially in the dim months of fog:

'When a blanket wraps the day,
When the rotton woodland drips,
And the leaf is stamped in clay.'

Let a man be naturally as blithe as a bird, he will hardly be able to bear up year after year against such a suicidal process; he will make his study a prison and his books the warders of a gaol, while nature lies outside his window calling him to health and beckoning him to joy.  He who forgets the humming of the bees among the heather, the cooing of the wind among the pines, needs not wonder if his heart forgets to sing and his soul grows heavy. A day's breathing of fresh air upon the hills, or a few hours ramble in the beech woods' unbrageous calm, would sweep the cobwebs out of the brain of scores of our toiling ministers who are not but half alive.  A mouthful of sea air, or a stiff walk in the wind's face, would not give grace to the soul, but it would yield oxygen to the body, which is next best.

'Heavies the heart is in a heavy air,
Ev'ry wind that rises blows away despair.'

The ferns and the rabbits, the streams and the routs, the fir trees and the squirrels, the primroses and the violets, the farm-yard, the new-mown hay, and the fragrant hops - these are the best medicine...(unless of course you are allergic to them - parenthesis mine)...the surest tonics for the declining, the best refreshments for the weary.  For lack of oppportunity, or inclination, these great remedies are neglected, and the student becomes a self-immolated victim." -- Spurgeon


So now, Lord, here I am at the creek again enjoying a bit of Your medicine". My heart rejoices as I look up at the big, bright sun peeking through the trees as the wind gently blows the weeds along the bank and the cicada sing their song at high pitch.  This must mean that it's going to be another HOT day.  Yes it's the "time of the butterflies" - little ones fluttering here and there along the dry creekbed, and oh, here comes a big yellow and black swallowtail.  He stops to feed on the carrion there where the water used to flow, and this reminds me of the eight or nine I saw the other day, all huddled in one spot.  It was an amazing sight to see!  And now, Lord, as I walk down the creekbed, You bring along this frantic little butterflly who flies around and around and around me so fast that I can hardly see the little thing.  Presently he lights on me - again...and then again and again... about five or six times.  Finally, he sits on my hand as I write, and as he touches me with his little probiscus, I notice on the underside of his wings the intricate dark brown spots surrounded with light brown rings and white dots in the centers.  When he opens his wings from time to time, I revel in the beauty of his orange-brown bottom wings with dark brown spots and dark brown upper wings with the white spots. (Later I realize he looks somewhat like a mountain emperor minus the yellow spots.) Lord, what does this mean?  I have never had a butterfly stay so long!  He's been here on my hands for about ten minutes or more?! I move my hands back and forth and turn around so that I can look right into his eyes, and he doesn't fly away!  That little probiscus just keeps moving!  Lord, this is amazing!  Surely it must be a "sign", a special evidence of Your love for me!...Oh, here come my two little girls running to find me and join in my creekbed "joys".  I caution them to be quiet, and the little butterfly stays around long enough for them to look him in the eyes aned even touch him. Now the girls are off chasing another Swallowtail species -  yellow with lower markings of blue and orange.  Back and forth, up and down the creekbed they run until they are distracted with the beauty of the brown butterfly with "special" orange markings.  Soon they catch a tiny heart-shaped one, and up to the house they go to put him in a jar and savor his "friendship" for a little while.

Lord, this bit of "medicine" - this trip to the creek this morning - has been SO special!  Your words to me this morning were from:
 

Jer. 29: 11-14:

11For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
12Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.
13and ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
14And I will be lfound of you, saith the LORD: and I will trun away your CAPTIVITY...